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And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Thursday, May 31, 2007
im feeling very very sick today...went to doc w mummy this morning n gt medicines and mc for tomorrow.so tomorrow i'm not going to sch ok guys.heehee. don't miss me yaa..haha lol
anyways,i felt bad for ruining my mummy's day.she was supposed to go geylang w my aunties to buy herself pantsuits for our trip to Perth. even though i insist her on going,she still refuses to coz she said she cudn't just go out n not worry-ing abt me.i feel so guilty sey.she cudnt go out just bcoz i have a high fever.haiz.menyusahkan org je la kau nie mira.
btw,yesterday i gt APEL class.Mr Ho asked me to read this as fast as possible without hesitation. n i gt it!!! yey!! the whole class clapped for me.felt so good coz my classmates cannot do it as fast as i can.esther tried,but mr ho said "not as good as amira though" haha..why don't u try it..
sayang....where r u?? y aren't u answering my calls n smses?? pls sayang...dont do this to me...pls answer me....pls pls pls..
Ya Allah, kau lindungilah ia,Ya Allah. kau tenteramkan lah hati ini ,Ya Allah ku mohon kepadaMu..jgn la KAU ape2 kan org yg paling aku sayang,Ya Allah sesungguhnye aku teramat terganggu KAU telah menurunkan musibah ke atas diriku dgn membuat kan aku berasa demam.. cukup lah dgn itu Ya Allah aku takut Ya Allah.. teramat takut akan kehilangan nye.. Kau la Tuhan yg berkuasa,penyayang.. Hanya kepadaMu ku sembah.. Ya Allah..
see wat my friend did to my hand...?? hmmph..we played scissors paper stone,n e loser will get wacked on e hand..they wacked me until bcome like this..hmmph...sayaaaang,tangan i sakit..hmmph
anyway,this is the editted video of my performance..hihi..enjoyzzz...:)
ok i want to talk abt things tat happen from friday,ok..??hihii
Friday, May 25, 2007
usually,every friday,i have dramatec n will meet up w aisya at 4pm to chill until dramatec starts at 6pm.but on this day i gad to go to nira nyertika's training instead of dramatec. but i hung out w aisya still. aisya brought along her frens who wanted to join dramatec oso. bt wen we went to ITAS canteen,this 1 girl only count the chinese ppl there,like 7 of them,n nvr count me n aisya,n she just said "ok,we can sit here". actuallu there's bigger place,u see. this was told by one of the chinese guys ar. he said "nvm..if she dont like u guys,i like u guys ok" haha..thanks ar ok (i 4gt his name..heehee)
nira's studio was just opposite dramatec's studio. i joined dramatec for awhile b4 it starts ar coz nira's studio wasnt open yet.den aft tat i join nira back but the ppl,as usual,were late.i cud've joined dramatec sey but hmm..wat to do..i gt distracted abit ar.i want to join dramatec coz i've attended nira nyertika for 2 days a week already. it's my choice la actually to go 4 training or not but i chose nira coz we have performance the next day,so we shud practise la. practise makes perfect la.watever..
Saturday, May 26, 2007
in the morning,MAG(Malay Art Group) had an AGM(Annual General Meeting).so every sub grp have to perform.it went great.fun.bt i stayed only for the performances,then i left to meet my cool cool gfs!!! i was late,so we just meet up in sch. i miss them all sooooo much!!!! my sch gt open house,it has alot of games,exhibition thingy n stuffs like tat.i didnt get to change into my long dress so i tied my scholl (dunno how 2 spell la..)ard my hip to cover my booty..hehe..
after tat me,nasyita n syieraa went to parkway to meet up w nofa n faiz to eat at banquet. all rp-ians.i was e odd 1 out,a tp-ian.bt they tell stories tat made us laugh like mad sey. den we went off after waiting 4 kak marni n kak nadia.
after reading Nasyitah's blog,i too wanna share my feelings abt my 'religious situation'.
i miss my islamic atmosphere tat i used to have in my secondary sch. wen i was in madrasah,everytime we meet our frens or even ppl tat we dun noe,we shake hands n greet salam.we will be rushing our way to salam our ustazahs,joke ard or watever. den wen it's time 4 solat,we will go together. b4 every lesson,tests and exam,we'll recite our doa 1st. wen exam's over,we'll be reciting Al-Quran together n khatam together as a sch.everytime we go out,no need to worry abt food coz everybody will go to a halal outlet.n everybody dresses e same,all 'tutup aurat'.everybody speaks malay.I MISS ALL OF THAT!!!!!!!!!
wen i just gt into poly,my fren likes to ask me abt my religion.she,just like any other stereotype,tot tat all malays are muslims.she ask y i dress like this?y other malays dun wear like me?y i gt so many prayers?am i tired doing 5 prayers a day?y gt some malays eating during fasting month?y some malays eat at non-halal outlet?
i leave u readers to answer these qns...if u are a true muslim,u can answer these in a snap of my fingers..
today was a tiring day 4 me. yesterday,my sch had this thing called ccn day where any class from any course n any sch can open a stall n sell things.at first it was kinda fun but wen my shift starts,it gets a lil boring. i went to a 'haunted' house which was sooooo not scary.i paid $2 for a henna on my left hand. it was quite nice ar.i 'sympathetically' bought a can of drink from begum's stall coz she begged me n asked her frens to cheer for me just so i buy their stuff.but anyway i was thirsty at tat time,so,ok..the whole day i didnt get to sit!!! my feet was killing me!!! den i went 4 dramatec,tired,hungry n sleepy...at home,i slept at 12++ coz my cuzns came n stayed until i dunno wat time.
today,i had to wake up at 6++ coz i had to change my passport photo. i gt sooo frustrated coz 1stly,i gt "cuti solat" n 2ndly,i was too damn tired!!!!!!!!! bt i force myself to wake up n gt ready to go. if not,i'll gt left alone wen my family goes to perth!! after tat,i gt home,my mum ask me wanna go where,AND asked me to find qns on accounting 4 my sis to explain to me.blah blah blah..i cudnt take it much longer..i actually cried 'on my way to dreamland'...
baby i love u n i'll never let u go i miss u sooo much baby i need u by my side rite at tis moment we hardly talk in e middle of e nite like always we gt pissed off easily even over e tiniest thing but no matter how bad e situation is pls noe tat i'll always love u with all my heart
yesterday,my ophix fren,rina n i went to sch 4 e ophix workshop. FOW ppl was sooo little,in numbers tat is..it was damn boring. we cannot tahan anymore coz e activities were dragged from 1 to 4..we cannot tahan anymore so we cabut n told them tat we have a sch thing at 5. haha..wat a lie. we weren't even from the same sch siah.haha. so we thot of watching a movie,but then no gerek movie to watch la since we've both watched spiderman3 b4. so we just jln2 at tm n went to toysrus la,eat cake la,buy a small mothers' day present,which is lipstick n lipgloss. at kfc during lunch we were very disappointed spiderwoman..whoosh~~ royals cake..yummmyy!!
den while jln2-ing,i saw IDA N NYZA!!!! dey said more frens at ljs..so,nice rina said"kau nak gi mane lagi?aku rase aku balik ar,jadi kau leh join kwn2 kau"haha. so i too was a nice fren,so i accompany her to mrt n den join my frens at ljs..
i was sooo excited to see them n so r they. i missed them n all my other frens soooo much. everybody was very excited to tell stories abt their sch life. i heard so many funny n interesting stories from them. btw,nadya's aman n huda's yazid oso join in. aft eating,huda n yazid went their separate ways n we went to solat while nadya n aman went to find mothers' day present. so we solat,we went to toysrus n took pitures,buy presents n duplie bought us ice-cream each n went home. a grp of spideys..haha
i gt home n gave my mummy dearest her lipgloss n a tupperwear of cookies w a small bouquet of flowers.she loved it.she said it was cute n e lipgloss color was just nice.i love her sooo much!! happy mothers' day,mak!!!
yesterday i gt dk barat. i was shocked by tis qn tat a senior asked me "u guys ok not wearing tudung during performance?" i was like huh?? cannot wear tudung?? den she brought up e matter to e instructor coz i refuse to do tat. bt den e instrutor said tat its ok,i can wear tudung. they allow anyone to wear tudung. den e senior was like den y e seniors who usally wear tudung nvr wear during performance??e instructor expects them to wear bt they dun,so he dun bother la..n u noe wat he said? he said "actually to bukak tudung is not a sin.." i was like OMGAWWWDD!!! how cud he say tat..some ppl..
den just now i gt dramatec..it was damn fun n at the same time very embarassing. we have to look into each our partner's eyes n have to do a mirror image w looking at their movement n just stare into their eyes. i smile alot sey..cannot tahan..haha lol..den we gt to gt into grps of 6 den have to make a video clip based on the music tat they randomly play. den my grp planned to have a "role play" abt a very romantic couple. den tis 1 guy n i were gay n lesbian. so i have to be like a tomboy who use guitar to attract the lady. den tis gay guy very feminine tries to attract the other guy. very funny. den other grps oso do funny stuffs n the senior guys did merepek2 thing ar..damn fun!!!
den wen time to go home,i 4gt abt my baby boo who was suppose to fetch me home. luckily i checked my hp n called him. haha.
k la i very tired.wanna take a bath,pray n sleeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp!!!!! bye ppl!!!
these are pictures of me n some of my friends. we had extra time to mingle ard coz microecons lesson took only 45 mins..heehee :)
today i really cannot tahan my penat-ness..early in e morning,as early as 5am,i had to wake up coz my bro was sleepin beside me,snooooorrrriiiinnnggggggg...n den i had to wake him up as my mummy dearest was having a headache. she seemed so sick tis morning. so i woke up n massage her head n back to let her burp. she said she felt like vomitting but nothing's coming out. so i contacted my 3 sis telling abt my mum's condition so they can come n accompany her wen i leave 4 sch. den my mum want to gt some rest n sleep. so i want to grab e chance to sleep too. BUT UNFORTUNATE ENUF FOR ME...my sisters called 1 after another. pening kepala aku. den they came n tried to tanye2 my mum abt her condition. n it affect me!!! den i have to get ready for sch. blah blah blah. wen i gt home i had to do marketing fundamental hmwk 4 tomorrow's tutorial. i had no idea wat to dooooo!!! i just tried e best tat i cud..lets just see tomorrow wat happens...
i want to 'write' abt wat happen for the last 2 days can?? hehe..it's my blog wat..my choice ar..haha..
Thursday, May 3, 2007
on this day,my class ended at 1,but the cheerleaders wanna have dinner at 5(if at 1 cannot be called dinner rite..??haha). so i went home 1st to rest my body from carrying the world's heavy books i.e. csa,marketing n accounting textbooks.
huiting said to wait at design sch but den me n cheryl waited there n nobody else came. huiting called n said they were at lvl 1. haha. it was fun tho to see them all together again.
den at 6 i went for my 1st cca which is malay arts grp dk barat gals called Nira Nyertika. i met liyana(not liyana ibrahim eh..hehe) lucky ar she talks to me 1st while waiting 2 go in e temasek arts centre. we gt in,do the stupid ice breaking thingy,n learn some dk barat tat the seniors have done b4. Fid, the 'instructor' told me i was gd n he's starting to like me.. haha cool!! n it ended at 9.40 which is sooo late coz i told my mum n my baby boo tat it ends at 9. he waited 4 me for 40 mins n i had to apologize sooo many times to get his 'approval' haha..i love him so very much!!! never wanna lose him..
Friday, May 4, 2007
friday is going to be the most boring day coz i have tutorial n lecture for accounting!! the teacher is sooo boring.. she talks alot n teaches less. i like ust. jumaah's stories even better.haha
den met aisyah at 4 for our prayer n we went to dinner at ITAS sch. we ate quite alot. 1st we ordered western food for ourselves. den aisyah saw this nachos dip sign. we gt excited n shared a box. den we bought a can of drink. den we bought kit kat ice cream each. haha. aisyah mkn comot!! haha..sowie aisyah.
aft tat we went to my 2nd cca which dramatec. i met more frens there n we have to get into grps of 10 n we have to do e ice breaking thingy AGAIN n go station to station where we learn more things abt drama. drama is more than just acting. tis 1 game we have to pretend to be animals. aisyah was a pig,i was a dog. everybody loves aisyah's cute act. haha. blah blah blah we went home at 9++
Saturday, May 5, 2007
my baby boo went deep in the jungle/forest or watever la. hmmph..gonna miss alot alot n alot. i woke very very late today. i woke up at 1.40pm..!!! haha..very tired la..weekends is my day off.hehe.
aite..tat's all for today folks..bye!! muah muah!!
