any quote here///
And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Monday, February 18, 2008

Slumber party was the bomb!!!



Many celebrities came to party. haha. let me introduce one by one.



1) Lara Croft ( Kak Lin)

2) Princess Fiona (Kak Ela)

3) Kat Deluna (Kak Yana)

4) Wednesday/Adams family the daughter (Kak Mehroon)

5) Victoria Beckham/Posh Spice (Kak Iqah)

6) Nicole Scherzinger (Kak Ira)

7) Paris Hilton ( Azza)

8) Rani Mukherjee (Wani)

9) Avril Lavigne (Mira/Me)

10) Tyra Banks (Sakinah)



OK..I may get Lara's and Kat's name spelled wrong. Do correct me okeh. hehe. Had fun intro-ing ourselves, dancing to clubbing songs and hindustan.Wish I could post pictures.haiz. The party was not as great as last year's, but we had fun. Had a mini goodbye party for Kak Iqah who's going to Germany in two weeks time for 5months. Sang the "graduation" song but only the chorus because nobody knows the lyrics. haha.



"As we go on, We remember all the times we had together. As our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends/cousins forever".



Had chocolate cake, Thanks to Azza. She made a video for Kak Iqah but cannot be retrived on that day,so sad. I want to say what she did. hmmph.



The next day, went east coast park with cuzzies. Bicycle ride again. Got to meet Abg Aidil's Girlfriend who's my age. hehe. After that, had dinner at Simpang Bedok. The mee goreng pattaya i had was nice. sweet.



Sunday, went to Nurul Aini's wedding. Her mother somehow knows my mother, but my mother couldn't recall. haha. So she sent me as representative. haha. No la. I was the one who wanted to go because i thought maybe some celebrities like you-know-who will be there. hehe. but unfortunately, all i see was the oldies like Alias Kadir, Husin Saaban, Sani Hussin and dont know who la somemore. The decor was ok ok only. It's not how i expected. After eating, waited for half an hour or so to see the bride and groom.

The bride and groom. Nurul Aini and Muhd. Sufian.

Them on the pelamin. The pelamin looks nice la.

ok bye. Nasyitah..sorry for that day. Let's go out this week. This week is study week, but you know me. I'm not gonna study everyday. haha.

Friday, February 15, 2008

Thanks Ida Mariam bte Iskandar Muda Abdul Jalil for the sk8erboi song!!!!!!! muah muah!!
And sorry for making you delay your dinner. eekss..sorry.


Ok i'm off to my slumber party and transform to Avril Lavigne. Yaaayyy!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentines Day!!


Received chocolates and candies from Cherlene, Stephenie and Jasmine. First time "celebrating" that day. I'm still for my bouquet of roses. haiz.


Had a chat with cuzzie Nadhzry yesterday. He asked my opinion on what to give his girlfriend. He said he want to give flowers and chocolates!! hmph.. *hint2 to that someone*


Had Understanding Theatre presentation just now. It was ok. Mr Sonny said that was our best performance. Alhamdulillah. BUT..after everything was over..Jane approach me. She said "Amira, your pants got hole!" I thought it was a small hole. It was huge!!!!! It was around my thigh. Damn embarrassing!!!! I asked Lata who was at the audience during my presentation. She said she saw it when i got on the stage. But she scared if she tells me, i'll be insecure on stage later. OMFG!!!! AAARRRGGHHH!!!!


On a lighter note, PROJECTS AND PRESENTATION ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! but, EXAM EXAM EXAM is just next two weeks!!! errr..


ok la..that's all for now. Cant wait to "be" Avril tomorrow. hehe. Ida, jgn marah eh. hehe.


bye

Tuesday, February 12, 2008



And the presentation is OVER!! wooohoo~~


Although i didn't stress myself about it like for weeks, but still..the tiring preperation to write scripts and re-write the outline. fuhh! Glad it's over.



We were the last group to present. It was good for the fact that we had more time to practise, but on the other hand, the waiting time makes me more nervous.


Our presentation is about discouraging teens from getting tattoos. After the presentation, Mrs Raimi commented that my presentation was good at the beginning but at one point, i was like speechless. Lots of ermm..err..umm..shish!! We scored 68/90 for our report and i scored B for my written test. Hope the results will turn out fine.


My coursework grades are all ok ok only. Got Cs and Ds. Exam is next two weeks. I really hope i can bring myself to study during the study week. I really need to score!! Someone help me please!! hmmph.


Ok la. Nothing as to post. That's all folks!


PS: I miss my baby.



PS: Slumber Party is going to be held like around this week or next week. The theme this time would be celebrities look-alike. I'm planning to look like Avril Lavigne. heh. Can't wait to have lotsa crazy fun time with cuzzies. Love you guys!!

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Everything happened in just 3 hours time.


Went to East Coast park with mummy, sisters and their children.


First scenario: Nur Ilya Diyanah's bike
Her bike got stuck stuck abit, so she was so damn slow. She cried of frustration all the way. We haven't even reach the jetty, she was all frustrated. Well, who doesn't. Even I got frustrated, coz i had to wait and wait for her and her mum, Kak Lin. So we went back to change her bike. Well, actually we changed my bike to the ones which have a baby sit behind. That would be much much easier and faster. haha.


Second Scenario: Nur Farah Darwisyah's accident.
I wasn't there to witness it, but she fell down. Scratched her arm abit. Nothing serious.


Third scenario: Nur Insyirah's accident
She was happily riding her bike. She said "Ibu, Syirah tak penat". As she was going down a slope, she couldn't control it and fell face down. Her nose was "badly" injured. Was all red and "dot dot". hehe. She was traumatized by it and refuse to even sit on a bike ever again. Tried to exchange bikes, but she just doesn't want to take a bike ride at that time. So ok. Me, Kak Lin, Haziq and Ilya went on coz we were left behind before that.


Finally, The Finale. Ilya's kanchiong-ness.
We were eating and the kids were playing. Suddenly, a "dung-dung-cheng" came. One of my sis said "cepat makan! Kalau tak habis nanti dia datang!". Ilya rushed to find a spoon. Failed. So she just stuffed the nasi ayam with her small hands. Not fast enough! SHe saw a spoon and grabbed it. Stuffed everything in her petite mouth without chewing. The dragon is getting nearer!! She poured the whole plate of nasi ayam in her mouth!!! haha. Was damn damn funny la. My sis stopped her and hug her tight. She is known for her fear of these knid of stuffs like people with big big costumes, like mascots. She'll scream on top of her lungs la. She's soooo cute. Us grown ups can't stop laughing after that. Unfortunately, we didn't get to record the moment la. haha. lol.


Ok..i saw a video yesterday about a kid la. Sooooo cute la. Watch it okeh. Sooo cute!!!!!
"Blooddddeh! NOT FUNNY!!". haha. lol. Unfortunately, no embed. Click below to watch it okeh :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Just read Nadya's and Ida's latest entry. I actually teared while reading them. I just couldn't hold back my tear coz I know how they feel, having to lose someone so close to you is very very hard. Even though I'm not close with any of my grandparents, I can feel it, you know. I've never seen my paternal grandfather, my maternal grandmother passed away when I was like 5years old, after my father. My maternal grandfather passed away when I was Pri6. Only left my paternal grandmother who is away in Melaka or Tampin or anywhere in Malaysia with my aunties. I only get to see her on Hari Raya, but she can't see me. It's not that she's blind, she just cant see with her old eyes. I need to say my name first before talking or hugging her. It's so sad. I miss her.


I miss abah. I know I only spent like 4 years of my life with him, but he's still my dad. He didn't choose to leave me, it was destined to. Allah loves him more than i do. I remembered the time when we celebrated my parents 30th Anniversary i think. They got this present. My father said, this can be used like 10 more years. I was 3 then. Still so cute. heh. But noone knows the future right? Few months later, he's gone. Well, everybody knew it's gonna happen like any time, but i dont. I was like almost 4 years old. I didnt know anything. All i know is that Abah is in the hospital, and mak is looking after him.


After his death, my mum struggled hard. She had to take Abah's place as a cook at the coffeshop. My aunt was the one who took care of me. She fetch me home from school, she cooked for me, she get my things ready for me. I remembered the time, when i was little, I gave a birthday card to mak. I wrote "Mak, Happy Birthday! Mak jangan sedih-sedih abah da tak ader k. Mira sayang Mak". I put it on the table for Mak. After that, i read again myself. I actually cried. I myself is not strong enough for her. I was little. It's too big a responsibility for a little girl to carry.


Mak, Mira sayang Mak. Mak jangan tinggalkan Mira k. Mira takder sesape lagi selain Mak. Ye, mira ader kakak kakak dan abang yang sayang mira. Tapi kasih seorang Ibu tidak boleh dibandingkan dengan kasih adik beradik atau kasih antara sepasang kekasih yang dilamun cinta. Mira masih nak manja manja dengan mak. Mira kadang kadang rase kosong kalau mak takder tidur sebelah mira, instead mak tidur dengan cucu cucu mak. Apa pun, Mak lah orang yang paling penyabar. Mira sayang mak tau.


Allah, please, i beg you. Dont take her away from me. I need her. I want to see her happy. I want to see her beautiful smile everyday. I want her by my side always. I want her to see grow up, succeed in life. I want her to cry when she hugged me on my wedding day. That shows she loves me to even let me go.I want her to see my children grow. I want her to teach my children what my husband and I cant. I want to take care of her like she did to me. ALLAH, PLEASE....


I LOVE YOU MAK!!!!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

FINALLY!!! I watched GREASE!!! Call me lame, but al least i know the existence of this movie *looks at someone close to me* haha..no la no la. just kidding.


Justin, Nish, Cherlene and I went to library during our 3 hour break to watch Grease. It was my first time watching movie in a library. hehe. The movie was cute and cool. John Travolta was soooo cute la. And super skinny by the way. haha. The songs was nice too. Overall, i can give like 4.5/5 points ar. hehe. Dont know what happen to the 0.5.


After that, went for Comm Skills class. We thought we were the only ones who attend class coz nobody else is waiting outside class with us, until Daniel, Clarissa and Andy came. BUT STILL...only the 7 of us. Mrs Raimi came to let us in and left for her recording or whatsoever. Then Andreas came. We sat there doing nothing. Mrs Raimi came and we talk talk abit about the presentation and done. Just like how many minutes like that. But the thing is, she thought none of us would come today, but hey, we're good students okeh. You better give us an A for everthing ar. hehe.


My project grades have been great so far. But i'm still scared about Comm Skill. Hope it turned out great too ar. *prays hard*


Thursday, going Escape theme park!! You guys bettter pray hard so that it'll not rain and we get to enjoy the day together okeh. Cant wait!! See you guys in Thursday!!


bye

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Went dating with boyfie to East Coast Park. I was so worried if it was going to rain. So i asked to meet superearly as the sun has just shine. hehe. So kiasu. I know.



Had breakfast by the beach. Well, our breakfast was sponsored by my mum. hehe. I asked her to buy for me 2 packs of nasi bungkus coz she went there specially for that, and it was super nice and the nasi was ALOT la. Can eat for 2 people.



After that, rent bicycles for an hour, rode around. Had lots of pit-stops. hehe. First stop, jetty. After that, a pit-stop for ice cream. Sat by the beach again just to enjoy the ice cream and the view. Romantic la konon. haha. Next pit-stop, just right beside the "oh-so-romantic" place, a garden. I just had to stop la. So nice. Feeling hindustan sikit. hehe. Then stop for turtle pond. After that, last pit-stop, the rental place. We camwhored ALOT during these pit-stops. hehe.

Breakfast


At jetty


Ice-cream time!!


Feeling hindustan time!! Syaaban Khan and Mira Mukherjee ;)


At turtle pond.





Sat by the beach again on the huge rock there. Just when i thought that this day is like a romantic day out with him, we had to walk like 295347690659386593 km to reach the bowling place, marine bowl. I was like complaining all the way while walking la coz i told him it's so so far away but he refuses. He convinced me that there were nearer bowling place. Reach there like idiots to see that it has changed into like a restaurant or something. So tired that i cant even talk or even look at him after that. So pissed la. I told the place was at the McDonald's there, but he said no. So ok la. Fine. Whatever.



Reached there, abit enlighted. Aircon la. hehe. Played 2 rounds. 1st round,DRAW. 2nd round, he won. Like always. Hmmph.



After that, went straight back home.