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And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
Step Up 2 is the sex yaw!!
Caught it with Boyfie just now at Marina Square. Then went back home via bus. OK so not letting me fall asleep, boyfie kept pinching my arm every time i 'rest' my eyes. heh. So to keep me awake, i started a conversation that will definitely keep me awake. OUR WEDDING DAY!! hehe. I know it's corny but everyone has their own dream wedding right? So there's nothing wrong sharing what you want with the one you love, the one you dream of marrying right..?hehe.
We talked about how the preparations, the itinerary of the nikah day and the sanding day, our honeymoon destination...hmm...
Ok after all that, suddenly we made a bet. I can't remember how it begins in the first place, but the bet is that we could not call each other/talk on the phone for a week! I think he could live with that. He clearly says every time i asked him if he's sleepy, "Kalau letak, i tidur la". Ouhkeh...sorry la for disturbing you from your beauty sleep. bluek. So who calls first, will get beat up. I can only hit him once, he can hit me 3 times! Not fair! But i'll make sure i hit him where it hurts most. MUAHAHA. *evil laughs*
I've just created my own facebook. I dont know anything about it sey. I dont know what to do. I think i'm just going to forget about it la. I got friendster already.
Arrgghhh!! My laptop got virus!! Stupid me for opening that file! Hopefully i can 'clean' my laptop and everything will be there when it's ok. No lost memory or something. ARRGGHHH!!
Ok. I just got a call from Hidayah from Dramatec. She told me that there's Dramatec tomorrow. Erks..i dont want to join that cca anymore. I've skipped it like truckloads of times. I didn't tell them the truth. I just expected them to realize it themselves. I know it is so irresponsible of me not telling or informing them earlier. I've always wanted to tell Hidayah during Understanding Theatre,but i'm too scared. I dont know why. So now, I'm confused. Should i go or should i not go???
Most of us, the new comers, have been skipping Drama lately. I think if you have the passion, you would stay no matter how boring it is. I dont want to compare, but it's just that, with Nira, i feel like i belong there. I could be myself and be open. We talked to each other. We laughed together. Eventhough i get mad when only few people turn up for training, i love my Nira girls. But when i'm in Dramatec, i feel left out. You know the feeling like people looking at you like you're some kind of a freak? I feel like i'm the nerd or something in there. I dont know if there's got to do with different races. I dont know. I cant clique with races other than malay. I can befriend them,i dont mind, but i just can't clique with them. Even with my backrow amplifiers. I feel like everything i say or do is somehow wrong. I'll always think that they think i'm lame and boring. I dont know la. That's just how i feel.
So, i've discussed with Aisyah. We've decided that we will go tomorrow and tell them that we're quitting. End of story.
I've just finished watching Zoom Hong Kong and Blk 13. Both last episode. And both had great endings.
Zoom Hong Kong. It's so fun to watch people having fun eh. Disneyland, helicopter ride. Wah! Syiok! The last part...a 'mystery'...haha. Can't wait for the next Zoom. And hope the hosts will be the ones i like or likeable ar. hehe.
Blk 13. A funny last episode. Farhan is so cute. Cute as in his character. Funny and like stright like that. He looks like the guy from the group 2D. hmm...
So replacing Blk 13 is a new series called Atas heights. Looks like a comedy. I think the 'theme' story is similar to Blk 13 ar.
Sometimes eh, i just dont get people tau. Nak tegur ke membebel eh, cermin diri dulu boleh tak..?? Jangan main sondol je. Sometimes apa yang kita buat sendiri pun kita tak sedar. Abey bila part orang lain, whoaa bukan main lagi comment dia. I'm not saying yang korang tak boleh tegur menegur ar, tapi kadang-kadang, teguran itu akan menampar balik kat korang actually. Kalau korang tak sedar diri ar. Peyyygi dah!
And please jangan nak mengada-ngada boleh tak? Sikit punya pasal, tak payah nak besar-besarkan ar. Tak puas hati boleh bebual ape.
Let's start with Sunday. Outing with Girlfriends! We celebrated Ida's birthday by giving her a surprise party at Botanical Garden. Sabo-ed her with cold water. Eat eat eat. Play play play. Click Click Click. The normal stuffs. I enjoyed every moment of it. Thank you Girlfriends for letting me be part of it.
PS: Cakap sini, habis sini eh. Or minum sini, Habis sini. hehe. You know what i mean right? *wink wink*
Okay now, I want to talk about my Dikir performance. Thanks Huda and Nasyitah for volunteering to take part in this. Sorry for troubling you guys to study the steps at the very last minute. You guys are fast learners la. You guys did great. And you looked gorgeous! We all looked gorgeous la eh. hehe. Hope you guys had fun and hope you guys felt at home with my fellow Nira-ians.\
Nira Nyertika. I love you guys eventhough you guys like to come training only at the last minute. hmm... Thanks for making me feel like I belong in this group.
That Cook girl SHOULD be the one la. She was in the bottom three since the top 12 thingy started and yet she is still in. Amanda has got good comments almost everytime la. She's got a unique rocker voice. And Carli too was in the bottom three. OMG! America! Wake up la!
It's always like this in Idol eh. There'll always be a contestant who don't sound that good, and yet they'll always be safe. Like Singapore Idol also. Like Joakim Gomez and Larry or whatsername i cant remember. haiz.
Ok la. As long as David Archuleta is safe, i'm happy.
Abdillah (Marni Nabilahs brother), Azril and Syaaban (boyfie)
Dont you think my baby looks thin here..?? I like it. hehe. I found this in his friend's friendster. I was there right beside him. We were waiting for break fast time. Felt so awkward that time.
This post is rated M18. I know I'm not 18 yet but i'm gonna be, this year. I'm gonna put it in light colour. So if you want to read it, 'colour' it. You get what i mean?? If you're not ready for this, you can just press the red 'X' button at the top right-hand corner of the screen.
Went out with Boyfie today. Went to watch Horton. It was cute and funny! Shop for his new born nephew's birth present. Went to makan and went home.
On the way to the bus stop, saw a SEXinthecity shop. The door was wide open. From far, i can see pictures of girls/pornstars i think with sexy clothing or costumes some sort. There's a guy in there browsing in the shop. haha. Then as we get closer, i saw that THING. Girls' play toy. It's called vibrater. Right..? haha. It was RED! lol. I thought it was just a piece of cylinder that they play with, but it was actually shaped like a penis. It has different colours. I saw once on roomraiders, it was purple. But i didn't see exactly how it is, coz they censored it. These girls were roommates and all three of them had the same PURPLE 'penis'.haha. The guy switched it on the table and the thing just 'hop hop hop'. lol.
It is funny how people can get lonely and just start to molest and 'rape' themselves with these toys. Once I watched Oprah about guys watching porn. The ladies there felt that they have been betrayed by guys just coz they watch porn. So the guys was like, then how do you think we feel when you girls use those vibtraters? The girls were like "those things can do things you guys cant!" haha. I wonder what siah. So why do you need guys to fulfill your needs when you can get 'more' with that THING. Funny isn't it..?
Then i like to read stuffs on condoms. It's funny sometimes. Like double the flavour,double the satisfaction.haha. Why do you need flavours on condoms? You're not gonna taste that thing when it goes in THERE. IF you were to put it in your mouth, why would you s**k plastics?? Eeekk. You want flavour? Just chew gum! lol.
Well, God created Girls and Guys to continue the generations of human beings. Well to me, playing with that THING is disgusting and wasting time. Like my sister always said, I like it natural. lol. Ok i bet most of you are already disgusted by this post, so i'll stop here. This is just my opinion. I know sex should be fun. But having to do it ALONE is scary. lol.
Yesterday celebrated Cherlene's birthday at Sentosa. Made egg and sardine sandwich for them. Tried to make egg sandwich like the ones sold in makan stores, and i did it!! Asked Farah to comment, she said mine is better than those sold ones la. hehe. I gave her one, she asked for more. hehe. Ala sandwich je la. Big deal.
Met Cher and Jasmine at Harbour Front. Then went to Sentosa where Nish and Steph surprise Cher with their presence. Cher thought they were late. Then picnic-ed at the beach. Went down to rendam my feet in the water. Didn't bring extra clothes coz my mum didnt let me jump in. Thought of buying clothes there but wahliao it costs $29 laaaa!! Atlast rendam my whole kakiin water. OMG! I was standing in the water the whole time. Couldn't squad down coz i dont want to wet my clothes. Cleaned up afterwards. Steph, Nish and Cher was like eh first time sey see your hair. haha.
Then went straight back home. Tanned. Tired. Cold.
I've been watching Animal Discovery and National Geographic. I like to watch about animals. How they reproduce, how they give birth and such. It is very interesting to watch. The first i watched is about kangaroos. The foetus grows not in the uterus like other mammals, but it grows in the pouch of the mummy. It was first 'born' like a small worm that looked like red bloody foetus.It will come out from the mummy's 'vagina' and will crawl itself to the pouch. It will feed through the nipple instead of an umbilical cord. After 9 months, it will be very cramped inside, so it will come out as joey. It is still not independent yet, so it will push itself again into mummy's pouch until about a year when it is already independent. MasyaAllah. Cool right? It would have been cooler it you watch it yourself.
And now I'm stuck to watching these shows. It is National Geographic Specials. Watch it okeh! :)
I just got back from kampung visiting my sick nenek.
Went out at about 7am this morning. Had a pit-stop somewhere at..ermm..a pit-stop.haha. Ate McDonald's bought from Singapore. Then continued our journey to Segamat Hospital. When we reach there, my nenek was lying on her bed. My mum asked "Ingat tak siapa nie? (you recognize me?)" She just smiled and replied yes. But when we asked who, she just kept looking at each and every of us there. I don't know if she still remembers me. I hope she does. She smiled whenever we make a joke, dozed off every now and then. I kept rubbing my hands onto her arms coz her skin felt very cold. So i tried to keep her warm. After like an hour i think, we left for lunch at my Aunt's house since she have already cooked for us. Kissed nenek goodbye. I teared just having to leave her there. Eventhough i'm not close to her, she's still my nenek and I love her so much. Usually when we kiss and hug her, she'll cry. But just now, she just looked at us and dozed off to sleep.
So went to aunt's house. Ate nasi kuah pindang/singgang or whatever you call it. It was super-delicious. At first, i ate abit of the nasi. But after the nice meal, i added abit more. hehe. Sedap la. Then we did our prayers. After that, planned to go home, but aunt said my other aunt is coming from Malacca bringing some things for us. Waited quite long la. Then when they reach, they brought along 2 guni of durians, bags of rambutan and mangosteens. Wooohooo~~ Cracked open durian one after another. We were like piranas la. We managed to finish a guni of durians in less than an hour. Like never eat durians before like that. haha. So after stuffing our bellys with lots and lots of durians, off to our journey home. At the Shell petrol station, bought Ayamas. YUMMMMYYYYY!!!
So now here I am and nothing better to do. Ok la. Bye.
YAYNESS!!! Exam results are out and i passed all my paper!! woooohooo~ Sorry supp paper, i wont be seing you this semester! haha.
Ok la. I shouldn't be so happy coz my results are still bad but as long as i don't have to take supp, i'm happy. I really really thought that i have to take supp for Retail Accounting 2, but ALHAMDULILLAH i dont have to. Thank you Allah, Alhamdulillah.
Special thanks to first and foremost, Allah for giving me the strength to study all night without any sleep and still be able to do the paper. Thanks to mummy dearest for making breakfast for me everyday of the exam week to keep me awake during the paper. And thanks for her doa all this while. Thanks to Kak Ilah and Suhailah for teaching me Accounting. Thanks for tahan-ing my stupid questions. Thanks again to Suhailah and Hidayah for the study group and for teaching me Biz Stats. And again sorry for the stupidity. hehe.
Just got back from 'sending' Faiz to Switzerland with his cute friends. Well, some of them. All of them like having a trend of long hair sey. Faiz's and Fadhli's not bad la. Still look cute. But his other friends' like superugly sey. hehe. Jahat eh. This time didnt get to cry cry, hug hug, kiss kiss. hehe. Coz guy cousin whaaatt..But only for holiday mah, so nothing to tear about. Unlike his sister's where we all cry like what only, giving her goodbye cards la, teddy bear la. haha. She's going for 5months. So ok la. Understandable. And futhermore we girls are close with each other.
Had a chace to video call her yesterday. Me, Kak Lin, Kak Ira and ofcourse Kak Iqah had a conference. So kecoh. Ok la wont go into details. Get to see her American friend who she claims cute and look like Justin. haha.
Hmmm...I WANT TO GO KOREA OR ANYWHERE OVERSEAS CAN?????? EVEN IF IT'S THIS DECEMBER. I'VE ALREADY BOUGHT NEW CLOTHES FOR IT. hmmph~
And can my girlfriends plan a trip?? Atleast if dont want so far, Genting ok ar. I mean, just us. No adults. Wouldn't it be cool?? but keep hoping la. It'll never happen.
I just watched advertisement of Tabah on Suria. It was my teacher! Teacher Aslinah. She was talking about her husband's accident. I didn't get a glimpse of her husband coz it was so fast. Her husband had a stroke i think. That's what my mum heard. Well, I wish all the best to her and semoga Teacher and hubby tabah menempuh dugaan yang dialami. InsyaAllah.
I guess the only way for me to update my blog is to use my sister's account coz my account still works like fuck.
I have been slacking at home for 3 days now. While all my friends are busy looking for jobs, i'm sitting here, nothing to do. My mum won't let me work coz she said i dont really need the money and that she wants me to learn how to cook. haha. whatever la.
So today, my sisters and i clean up my room full of langsir and cadar. It's just to prepare for our new bed. Weeehooo~~ Can't wait! It'll be here only next Monday. So nothing much to update here. Will update when there are more interesting things happen in my life coz my life is pretty darn boring. haha. Meeting Azza and Wani tomorrow for their Poly application.
Yaaayyy!! Finally i can blog again without troubling others! hehe.
Well..today just went to Tampines swimming complex with Kak Lin and her babies, Wani and Azza. Berendam in the baby pool all the way accompanying the babies. Went on the slides. Then it rained heavily and we went TM to get something to eat. After that went to ToysR'Us to exchange Ilya's toy. Then went for neoprint again!! hehe. I'm addicted to it la. So fun to do. hehe. Then went back home.
Watched Zoom Hong Kong. To me it's not fair that Dalina came and spoil the whole thing when Nurul was so excited and layan her only. Poor Huda. And then next week Dalina is going to have the power to eliminate one of them. Isn't it obvious that it would be Huda that she'll eliminate?? She went for Zoom Thailand with Nurul already. So buzz off!! Nurul also like don't care about Huda. My mum said that's what happen when there's three in a crowd. Confirm have conflicts and jealousy and whatsoever. K la..let's just see what happens next week.
After 239057487 years, now I’m updating my blog again. This is because of the stupid exam and this stupid laptop that won’t let me post a new entry. Every time I switch the page to create new post, the internet explorer got stuck. Not responding. I was like excited wanting to blog again, this thing happen. Now I need help from my dear cousin to post this for me. Let me start this post with the day exam ends.
Friday, 29 Feb
Went to East Coast Park with Hidayah, Suhailah and Nasyitah. Rented bicycles for 2 hours. Taught Suhailah how to ride two-wheel bike. Hehe. Within these 2 hours, 3 accidents happen to me. Suay la on that day. Had cramps on my sheen when trying to climb Hidayah’s bike which is so high. After that, fell flat on my belly on a ‘slide’. Sorry Suhailah. After that my toes got hit hard by a stone-made bench.
See how unlucky I was on that day?? After that accompanied Nasyitah to Far East to buy her book.
Saturday, 1 March
Had 2 engagement parties. The first one was my mum’s cousin’s daughter’s. Hehe. It was like the normal celebration la. Just inside her house only. The food was super nice. And ate loads of éclair puffs. Hehe.
The second one was like a wedding a celebration with decorations, buffet and karaoke at the void deck. It was my sister’s sister-in-law’s. Suddenly I had the urge to karaoke. Haha. I was so paisey to go alone so I asked my brother-in-law along. Sing love song siah. Eeeee..so awkward. So as soon as the song starts, he yelled out that this song is dedicated to his wife. Haha. Sang the song Mawarku by Siti Nurhaliza and 4U2C. I can’t reach the high notes because of my full belly of beriyani. Hehe. First time sey singing karaoke infront of everybody including those I don’t even know. Haha.
After that went to TM accompanying Kak Iqah to develop photos of her with her loved ones as she is going to Germany on 3rd March for 5 months. Then took neoprints just for fun. It was super fun when we all like change positions, trying to climb and trying to fit into the screen. Haha.
Sunday, 2nd March
Went to Safra to watch Boyfie soccer match. It was raining heavily and I was soaking wet even though I sat under a shelter. His team loses. Then fetched his mum to go to the hospital to visit his sister-in-law who has just given birth to a baby boy. Then went to Simpang Bedok. He said skali his friends also eat here. We went inside and tadaaaa…his group of friends/team were there. It was my idea to eat there, but end up they also eat there. So awkward la around them. Then went home around 9pm.
Monday, 3rd March
Helped Kak Iqah edit her blog page all that, Acoompanied Kak Lin buy Ilya’s cake and present. Now here I am typing my post on Microsoft Word. So lame.
Tonight, sending Kak Iqah to Germany. Farewell,babe. Have fun okeh! And don’t forget us her.
