any quote here///
And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

I'm feeling very sick today. Since morning,I've been vomitting and shit-ing.My stomach feels like menstrual cramp.It comes and go,and when it comes,the pain is unbearable. I have been vomitting like 5 times today. I cannot eat anything. Everything i eat,will want to come out as soon as possible. I dont have appetite to eat anymore. Since morning, I only ate oats and 2 roti telur that i couldn't eat at sch. But none of it stays in my stomach. I was suppose to do Marketing Project and go for Dramatec, but i just couldn't take it. Nice Cherlene,she asked me to go home and rest. She said dont worry about the project,you go home and rest.Thanks Cherlene.And not forgetting Justin and Nish for caring. I love you guys...

And baby,thanks for putting all your attention on me.You never stop caring and loving me.Even though I've not been a great girlfriend to you,you never give up on me.You were always there when I need you.I Love You Sayang...I can't imagine life without you.I'm sorry I can't be a girlfriend who you can count on all the time.But with the love that we have towards each other,I know we can be together for a very long time,or InsyaAllah Forever.Till death do us apart.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

He's a Keeper!

Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal.
And as long as he doesn't have three nippples,
You should seriously consider keeping him a long time

Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one
So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend
Just make sure you treat him right in return!

i don't have to take this quiz to know this. I knew it all along honey..I love u so..

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

hello...!!! I AM A GIRL!!!

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

cool...

You Are 49% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out!
Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.

every girl have their own bitchy side..hihi *grins*

Idaaaa!!! I'm addicted to quizzes!!! stop me!!! haha lol

tiredness~~~

yesterday,dramatec had an audition infront of Catherine (dramatec's something something..haha..higher power la) They were always saying how mean she can get about people in drama coz she wants the best and stuff,i actually find her ok. she's a small petite lady with a soft voice.I was actually very nervous before performing,but then ok la.i forgot 1 line.hehe.she called me "the pink lady" coz i was wearing pink shirt and tudung with black skirt.why izzit when i wear pink,people will comment "wah! u look so pink today".but when i wear some other color,people just dont care.ok nvm.

today went out with girlfriends. I was suppose to watch Alone with them,but after reading the preview,i got scared and refuse to watch.haha.aku nie lemah semangat.but then met them at newton to go Al-Irsyad.Made our way through the 'rain'.solat first,then queued up for ramlee burger for like almost an hour.Bought keropok lekor while waiting.ramlee ramlee..haiz.We ate like on amben like that.kampong kampong like.Saw teacher Yati.She recognised us only when she saw me and she called out "eh Amira"..hihi..But ofcourse she still remembers them. Then just sit around,listening to the stupid mc who doesnt even know Al-Irsyad is a Madrasah and continously saying "take picture with Baihaqi,Norfasarie and Maybank icon,the tiger". Damn irritating la. solat asar,bought more keropok lekor.Nyra was sooo 'cute'.I put my hp beside me.As usual,my sceensaver will pop-out my boyfriend's photo.She thought it was Taufik Batisah!! She was like "eh who is that??Taufik eh?" i said it's my boyfie. She 'yelled' at me laaa. She said jangan perasan eh tu matair kau.haha.IT IS MY BOYFRIEND,SYAABAN S/O ISAAHAK PIPERDY'S PHOTO!!!
What la you,Nyra. kekek siah!!

After that syiera,adillah and i went to tm century square.Bought eyeliner.bought something from old chunkee.Just walk around coz the place was damn crowded la.No mood to look around for stuff to buy anymore.But hey,me and adillah took pictures with the Simpsons!!

I accidentally sat on the baby!! haha lol

kissy kissy Mr Simpson

Thursday, July 26, 2007


Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?



why am i not in gryffindor?? i want to be with harry,hermoine and ron..hmmph

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

ok i've made up my mind to lose some weight. I mean ALOT of weight. I dont wanna be a fat girl nomore. I wanna be a pretty petite girl just like everybody else. but ofcourse it will take me years to do that. I'm gonna try dieting and i hope my family and friends can help me. ANd my boyfie are getting fatter too day by day because he is just a medic in NS, so he'll just sit around waiting for patients. C'mon darling..we can do this...together..together we will. InsyaAllah.

I puasa (fasting) today. I slept around 12 plus. had to wake up super early like 5am to sahur.Long time never wake up that early because i used wake up at that time during secondary school.Anyways,my mum 'accomponied' me by fasting too. Too tired to make a conversation,so just eat,then pray then went back to sleep.

Woke up at almost 8am when class starts at 9am. So I just showered and was set to go in just 30mins!!! How fast was that..??!! Anyways,I was late for csa. The LT was super empty. I think less than a quarter of retail people came. The 'Backrow Amplifiers' ie. Nish,Suhailah,Hidayah,Jasmine,Stephanie,Cherlene and I, was as usual,very kecoh,especially Nish and Hidayah. They crap about being a slut la,a whore la. I'm in no mood to join in at some point coz i was too tired.

Marketing,we didn't do any tutorial coz Mr Roche made a game like amazing race like that but we have to search for a certain book in the library and explain about marketing stuff about it la. We had to climb the stairs from 2nd floor to the 6th floor. Up and down we go just to find a book specifically coded GV181.5...I gt thirsty, but cannot drink la.haiz.After that did POM project. But before i can get home,i went to topup ezlink,bought old chunkee for mummy and me,bought bread and eggs and take the mails. I walked super slow la. Reach home,no time wasted,went straight to bed and Zzzzz...

Had nasi kuah sup ikan gentel with sambal telur for break fast and ofcourse the old chunkee pepper o and all. eh,today I feel very cold eh. Cannot tahan sey.ok bye.

PS: I have atleast 3 invitation card for my dramatec performance on 3rd August. It's a Friday and I'll be performing around 6pm. Inform me if you wanna come and watch me act. But don't be disappointed la coz I only act like few scenes,few lines and conscience-like. Hehe. Nasyitah!!! You MUST come!!!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Selamat Pengantin Baru Abaaannggg!!!

ok i'm tired and sleepy, but dont care..have to blog.hihi

this week,my famly was quite busy ar coz my brother was getting married that friday,i mean now,he's sah-ly married. but we were not as busy as before my sisters' weddings.

On Thursday, we get the hantarans ready and while we were doing that,a pre-u 2 Aljunied-ian came to my house to do henna arts for the girls in our family. just to sebok sebok like pengantin like that.hehe. the girl came at abt 5pm like that and went home around 11pm!! she stays in bishan la.haha.luckily her cousin so nice and pick her up.she showed her designs but we refuse to apply it on our hands so we search for some designs,thanks to me.i checked it up first when i was in school that morning.haha.

Then on Friday,it was the big day. i skipped lectures and dramatec and went home at 1pm. back at home i have to do the henna art on my sister's hand coz hers gt washed off too early and it fades away.they say i also can do henna art.quite nice.they said next time no need to call anybody else,i can do already.haha.then time to try my kebaya. IT WAS SUPER TIGHT AT THE HIP AND THIGH PART!!! It's like a huge slap on my face that i'm getting fatter and i have,i MUST diet or exercise or something. i wanna be pretty too you know.i wanna get noticed too.ok nikah time.

we rushed to the bride's place.we thought we were late,but the Qadi was super super late,to be exact,he's 1:30hr late!! the place was crammed,there were no fan,and i was wearing a lace lace type of dress.like cannot breathe la like that.

On saturday,bersanding time. my family wore green this time. i becamethe camerawoman and recorded everything. i have to run here and there to get a good shot of the mempelai berarak with the kompangs and all.but the heck,it was fun.

ok la. enough talk about the wedding already. my brother and his wife have flown to LA already for their honeymoon. i need some rest ok. bye.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

i love my babies!!!

Finally!!! my mum washed my baby bunny!!! now she's pinky clean..haha

BEFORE


AFTER


See how clean she is?? haha..

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

i'm sick

today i feel quite sick. i have a sore throat and whenever i cough,my chest felt pain. futhermore,i dont wanna face that one particular person for marketing tutorial hmwk.Irritating. and another thing is that i never do the tutorial,so later dont know what to discuss.haha.lol.

Anyway,last Saturday,i couldn't go out with Nasyitah coz i have to clean up my house. Everybody in my family was busy cleaning 3 rooms from afternoon till evening. It was kecoh la, somemore my unties and cousin came to visit. we all like gotong royong la like that. and we threw away alot of stuff la. and i mean ALOT. now the rooms look so empty.haha. i threw away my old books. not to beaction la coz i'm now a poly student,just that i dont have space to put my poly books. but i dont throw all la. i kept some of it. and the books that have ayat2 Quran or what,my sister suggested to tear it off and then try to burn it at my brother-in-law's workplace. so we gathered the 'peng-koyaks' (my nephews and nieces) to tear everything apart. they all like 'buragas' la. so now only living room still quite messy.

Then on Sunday i went out with my boo to watch Harry Potter. it was not as good i expected. Quite boring la. Then we decided to eat at Breeks as recommended by Nasyitah.haha. The food was nice, BUT it costs us $50!!! Then we thought can pay by nets,BUT then they didnt accept nets.only credit card and mastercard. so my boyfie had to find the ATM machine. and i have to wait in the restaurant for like 10-15 mins. quite embarrassing la. then i told him,we're never eating there again.haha.




chocolate milkshake vs mineral water vs cookies and cream milkshake..hmm which is nicer??


where's the food?? i'm starving here..

Thursday, July 12, 2007

i have a found a solution to my problem. after class,nish and i went to meet up hidayah,suhailah,steph and jasmine near cheers at sch. steph said cheers sell slippers at $3. so i drag myself to cheers and bought myself a new $3 white slipper. $3 ok la. at first i dont want to buy but then to think again,it only costs me $3. so i bought it and went straight back home.hihi.

after that went to tm with mummy ans sissy(haha lol) they went to search the guys' baju for my bro's wedding while i go and cut my hair at super cut. first time i gt my hair cut by a guy. he kinda cute ar.chinese guy.hehe.sori bie...i tgk je k..takd pape.hihi. i love u not him ok. anyways,i dont know what hairstyle to do la but then i just say i want fringe and layered. it turned out quite cute ar. but then after i shower rite..not that cute nemore. hmmph. well..too bad. nobody's gonna see my hair anyway. then met up with mum n sis again. we bought pepper o from old chunkie. long time never eat leh. haha. ok bye.

what a nightmare

OH MY GAWD!!!! i'm in school right now and something happened to me that is sooooooooooooooooo soooooo embarrassing!!!! let me tell you the full story..

It was raining heavily this morning. The floor was slippery. As i walk to the bus stop under the rain with my side bag and my umbrella ella ella eh eh eh..Suddenly, the bottom part of my shoe came out!!! I have to drag my left shoe with my foot. The rubber thingy is still intact with my shoe but i have to control it.Then i selamba-ly gt on the bus and went straight to school.

As i reach my school bus stop, i tried to adjust my shoe before climbing the brigde. Suddenly, i heard the 'tkk' sound. My shoe is seperated into 2 layers. Like cake like that. I couldn't tahan anymore so i just take the rubber thingy and throw it into the dustbin. I had to control my shoe with my 2 toes because the back of my shoe also gt pulled out. The whole way until i reach the cargo lift at business school.

As i reach there,i took off both my shoes and walk down bare-footed. Luckily i saw Andreas. So i walk with him to class. Atleast not that embarrassing when you were with someone else.

So that's my story. Now i can't imagine how am i gonna go home with my shoe in that condition. Luckily today school starts at 11am and ends at 1pm.

K that's all folks.bye.

Friday, July 6, 2007

haha..i see most of you (i think all la..haha) scored less than 50% for my test. i think the question you guys like really cannot make a guess la. i shall make another one. easy peasy one ok..haha..

k must watch this video about japanese guys wanting to learn english..damn funny la..i laughed until my stomach very pain eh though i didnt understand most it but very funny..must watch ok!! go to this URL!!! look at the subtitle,like the karoke thingy when the guy tries to read..get ready to laugh so hard until your tears come out ar..haha lol..i find it funny la but it's your own opinion ar whether it's funny or not..coz that time i showed aisyah the "wazzzzzupppp!!!" video,she said not funny.lame.haha. what la aisyah..all students in RMT course laughed so hard siah..ok watch ar!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Oo0aFG1TbQ
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Thursday, July 5, 2007

i cost $51.50!!! so cheap!!

Here's the deal. You look it
over the following list and see how
many
of these things you have done.

BUT
you have to ADD up the money amount
along the way. Then post the amount
that
you are as the title of the bulletin.



PS: THE SMALLER THE BETTER.




1. Had sex: $6.00

2. Smoked: $5.00

3. Got drunk: $5.00

4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00

5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex:
$4.00

6. Kissed someone of the same sex:
$4.00

7. Cheated on a test: $2.00

8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50

9. Been expelled: $5.00

10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00

11. Listened to music: $5.00

12. laughed so hard yoo peed ur
panties: $5.00

13. Prank called the cops: $3.00

14. Stole something: $2.00

15. Done drugs: $5.00

16.Dyed your hair: $0.50

17. Done something with someone older:
$3.00

18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if
your under 18): $4.00

19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50

20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00

21. Said you love someone but didnt
mean it: $1.00

22. Been in love: $4.00

23. Got caught doing something that
you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00

24. Went streaking: $4.00

25. Got arrested: $5.00

26. Made out with someone at the
movies: $2.00

27. Swallowed pool water: $0.50

28. Played spin the bottle: $1.00

29. Done something you regret: $3.00

30. Had feelings for an adult $5.00

31. Had a crush on a teacher $4.00

32. Thought one of your friends
parents' were hot $5.00

33. Had feeling for your best friend
$3.00

34. Wanted something you couldn't have
$0.50

35. Jetty Jumped $3.00

Now add up

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

oh really..??

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i want to see who score the most..haha. bie!!!! if u didn't answer all correct,i'm gonna kill you!!!! haha..no la..just kidding. i love you so much. how can i kill you. i'll ask someone else to do it for me!!! haha..kididing kidding.

you know what my friends ask me the other day?? "dont you feel hot wearing this thing (tudung)?? Why some wear some dont wear?? why you have to wear??" i answered "no.coz it's their choice to wear or not. but my religion mst wear,but if they dont wanna wear,it's their problem. i have to wear. it is to cover my body parts so that guys wont get attracted...i know i sound so funny la but i dunno how to put in a nicer way la. if i were to explain in malay ar,easy peasy la. haha. so like i said we were not suppose to interact with guys. like old times you know people get married like gt matchmake like that,that's because us girls cannot interact with guys." then she was like, but this is the 21th century what. then i cannot answer anymore. i was speechless. i dunno how to answer in a way that they can understand. then i just like,ermm...the parts that i cover is only for my future husband to see. no one else can see them. i feel so ashamed of myself for not being able to defend my religion la.

eh i'm in the library right now and there's a couple kissing in here la...what the hell..?? for goodness sake this is library la. you want to romance,go rent a hotel room ar. can do more ar like that. siao siah!!!