any quote here///
And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

fun fun fun

went out with girlfriends just now!!! huhu i miss them so much siah. yesterday i asked everybody to come but they all cannot coz gt other plan la,no money la.but nvm.mayb next time.so end up only me,itah,shefah,ida,yana and nofa.

today gt alot of waiting la for me and itah. we were suppose to meet at 1230. i reach at 1231 ar..gd rite..??haha.then nasyita came then nofa.sori shefah and ida for tinggal-ing u girls behind.hihi.then yana came with her boyfriend shukri.

1st we went makan house to eat.i ordered sweet n sour chicken with rice.but it was too sweet siah.then ordered longan drink,look like mata kuching siah.then singgah canadian jap.then went to bowling at lavender there la.but there gt tournament so was fully book la. so we went to marina square. also jam packed la. so have to put our names 1st then must wait la. while waiting,me,itah n ida went to buy ticket to transformers.fwah!! tickets all selling fast siah. sori nofa for not confirming with you whether you want to watch with us or not.

then finally can play la.played 2 games. i suck at 1st but then gt strike,spare. fun sey. nofa 1st said she dont wanna play and just watch coz she dunno how to play. but then 2nd game she played,1st throw only she got 7 or 8 pins la.wahlao uuuuuu!! anyways,had alot of fun playing,laughing,taking pictures.

then watch transformers. we thought we were late, but we gt in, it has only just begun.so gt no missing part.hihi.the movie was super super cool la.. the ottobot or autobot,dunno la how to spell,they very cute eh.gt bumble bee la. and oh so nice rides sey. movie ended at almost 9.so we have to rush coz nasyita got curfew.

wah!! had so much fun la today. thanks eh girls for making my day. you girls plan another outing ar. go cycling ke,swimming ke ice skating ke barbeque ke watch movie ke anything ar. ramai2 go. coz i know i ask you girls at the very lasy minute. hehe. sori. so anything just update me k girls. love ya'll. muah muah!! bye.

PS: yana and nofa,send me the pictures through email eh.thank u!!!!

Friday, June 29, 2007

this is BUSINESS

yesterday,i gt csa presentation abt the website that i asked so many of u to help with.haha.thanks eh u guys.i dunno wat to wear sey coz they say have to wear smart and casual. so everybody thought like we have to dress up like business ppl la.coz my sister also said like if u have a presentation,u have to wear like that la.everyday can see all those seniors in business sch wear very formal la.with coat la,high heels and smart shoe.so i thought have to wear something like that la. so yesterday i wore black kemeja,black pants and high heel shoe.then when i reach sch to meet my grpmates,they all wear very casual sey.then i like paisey la coz they say i wear so formal.then went to canteen,saw all my frens all wear kinda formal also but i think i was the formal-est of all la.very paisey sey.haha.but kinda cool la.feel like a businesswoman.hehe.anyways,have to start collecting money to buy more formal clothes coz there'll be alot of presentation to come.cannot be wearing the same thing everytime la.hehe. hey on sunday,GST naik siah!!!! aiyo,things are gonna get more pricy (is there such word?hehe).

today i gt my accounting paper back. i pass la but still not satisfying la. but nvm.final year must try harder.then actually today gt dramatec. aisyah and i dont feel like going so we ditched dramatec. i feel like quiting drama la but still in consideration.hehe.

anyway,my performance at srjc was cancelled.haiz.

Monday, June 25, 2007


i'm happy ok

today sch reopen.means new term.firstly i gt my POM test result.i failed by one mark sey.haha.my fren gt 37/40 sey.not fairr laa!! then after that gt tutorial to do in grps and present infront of the class.all this while i hardly voice out my opinion.either i just keep quiet or i speak very softly.but today i'm proud of myself.i voice out my opinion and my teammates actually listened to what i had to say.hihi.that feels gooooooddd...

later after that i have to do microecons portfolio.all my grp members haven't done it yet.so we do ourselves ar just now during break.find article den have to show analysis.i was the last to finish ar i think coz i cat find an article earlier.i thought my portfolio was crappy laa.but then when my tutor check,cherlene didnt print article,justin didn't write summary.so at last he said mine was ok.only there's no scarcity.that's all.so i'm so damn proud of myself la.coz atfirst i thought theirs better la.u noe the feeling where u beat the chinese coz ppl always say like chinese they all very gd in education stuff la,they all very successful la.so to beat them at that tiny litle stuff makes me proud la.sori ar if gt any chinese reading this.hehe.

so today i'm just happy la i open up and do the best that i can and be satisfied with it.k la off to bed.very tired coz yesterday sleep very late to do project then wake up early because of that projct also.so bye!

Friday, June 22, 2007

if only i could turn back time

i miss my maarif friends..like hell loads..haiz.especially my bestfriend,Nasyitah.wish we could all have an outing together as a whole class and everybody will be there.coz usually even if we plan an outing,some ppl cannot make it la,ape la.haiz.

i miss my bestfriend.i hope she misses me too and still considers me as her bestfriend.i noe i've never been a gd bestfriend la.she used to call me when something troubles her,but i guess she has someone else to pour her hearts out to.i noe i hardly call,talk to her,sms her but i do miss her alot.although it seems like i'm always with my boyfriend,i still do care about her.i still do remember her.i miss her so much.even when i'n ar perth,i thought abt buying her souveniers more than my boyfriend's.everything i see,i feel like we can wear them together like bestfriends usually do.sometimes when we go out,i wanted to wear the same thing she's wearing,not because i'm a copycat,but i wanted to look like her bestfriend.not just by the name.i noe it's lame,but i do feel that way.

girl,just so you noe,i love u n i miss u alot.and u can always come to me for anything.be it u want a shopping partner,a shoulder to cry on or just someone to talk to.coz i miss those days la.i really do.even though we always talk to each other on msn,it's different u noe.hope we could go out sometime near now (sooner than later..hehe)and catch up on things,camwhored and just chill.




sorry if i sound so lembek or whatever.but i mean what i said here ok.hehe.gd nite ppl.i'm off to bed.bye.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

i miss you like crazy

"taufik!! is this really you?what are you doing here?"

"i'm here just for you"

haha..i dreamt abt taufik batisah yesterday!!! he waited for me in my room and we talk talk.den i ask him if he wud come to my sweet 17 party.hehe.but i cant remember what's his answer ar.hehe.wudn't it be great to have him at my party.i'm so damn jealous when i watch the sweet16 show.they can do this fantastic party,gt cars for their present,can invite big celebs to perform at their party,to be their date.cool,rite?? if only i can invite taufik batisah...hmmmmm..

ok back to reality..went out with my darling baby to watch oceans 13.miss him so much.but the show was at 2,so we went 'next door' to play pool.as usual,he won so many times la. i won once,but that's because he 'scored' the black ball earlier than suppose to.hehe.den bought ben n jerry's cookie dough and nachos combo.but then i ate the nachos and finish it up even b4 the movie starts.haha.den i slept through the movie.haha.i just cant keep my eyes open.futhermore i never watch ocean 11 and 12.so i cudn't care less to watch ocean 13.just wanted to be with him la.that's all.lagipon lying in his arm,feel so safe and warm.hehe.empok la.haha.he said i snore abit.hehe.malu nye.

then go makan at mcd.then spent our time in the bus.we took bus 12 so it takes like almost an hour to reach our destination.my baby said something that made me laugh out loud.he said "pakpakkelepuk balik terus tido" haha..the expression very funny.usually ppl will say like "gedebak gedebuk balik terus tido" but instead,he said pakpakkelepuk.haha.u so cute la bie. then we make our own way back home.haiz.miss hhim already.masa berlalu begitu pantas.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i'm baaaacckkk...

hi people!!! gt miss me or not?? hehe..i want to story u abt my holiday ok..??hehe

my holiday started out terrible.wen i just gt on the plane,i caught a fever.i had fever all the way during the holiday.but i stay strong,take pills and go on and have fun.the weather there quite cool ar.at night much cooler ar.t one night it reach 5degrees.wah so cold sey.my family and i went to places like AQWA to see nice nice fishes,sharks,stingrays,turtle and underwater animals la.we also see small jellyfish like the ones that u can see in finding nemo.the little squishy.remember..??hehe.very cute.then we saw the big ones.many many more la.

we go wild life park where we touch all the kangaroos and koalas.i saw this one kangaroo gt her baby in her pouch her the legs terkeluar from the pouch.then we saw gt the mummy feeding the baby.the tits are actually inside the pouch.very cute.den we go search for fruit farm but when we gt to the strawberry farm,it's already closed.haha.very sad.but he lady very nice,she ask if we want to buy some,she'll open back for us just for awhile but we said no la.nevermind.den shopping shopping shopping!!! the shops are having sales especially when we went to harbourtown.so many sales.so geram to see all the nice nice clothes.its easier for me to find pants and long sleeve shirt there.i wanted to buy perfume,but the testers are all inside and hhave to seek assistance to try it on.very leceh la.there gt mary kate and ashley perfume also but gt alcohol la.hmmph.there i also change boots 2 times ar.i bought the $129.99 one.then i ask to return back coz i change my mind la.i saw a nicer and cheaper one.so they give me FULL REFUND.cool!!! isn't it great if singapore can do that?

when its time to go home,i gt rashes.my skin was red allover.very itchy cannot tahan.i think this is my balasan for being so kurang ajar b4 la.kan da kene.amik aku.

den reach my home sweet home,the next day have to go meet my frens to do project.just now also gt project.haiz.very tired leh.wat to do.deadline is nearing.by hook or by crook must do leh.k la.off to bed.bye people.

Monday, June 11, 2007

dont miss me when i'm gone

ehemm..hehe..i'd love if u guys can come and watch me perform,but i dunno if there's tickets or wat that u guys need to buy to get in.hehe.

anyways,i'll be going to perth tomorrow!!! i can't wait to step my 2 feets on that cold cold country.eh,i mean city.no,town.ah watever u call it la.haha.that part of australia la..haha.i'll be at the airport abt 5.30pm n i'll be 'flying' at 7.30pm.hehe.i just can't for that moment.it's been years since i go overseas.since i was pri 5 actually.well,i do go to malaysia,but malaysia was like,watever.but to go to australia n have it as my o level present,it is fantastical (is there such word?haha)i'm gonna bring my Hippy with me.yey!!! she's gonna be my 'pelepas rindu' to my hunny bunny darling.and i'm so so glad that he'll be there at the airport with me and my family.he's decided not to play hide and seek with my family.he thought that if i can meet his family for couple of times already,why not he go for it.sooner or later my family is going to noe n meet him wat.so y nt now.later during my sweet 17 party also he's gonna meet my family.so,watever.haaaa cant wait for tomorrow!! i'll be counting the secs ar.so i'll be back next monday.done miss me when i'm gone k guys.hehe.bye.c u guys in a week!!!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

yesterday,my sis put up a bdae party for my nephew,amirul hasif.it was ok la i think.actually the fun starts only after my sis n i started the games we've planned.we played the game where 5 ppl have to stand in a piece of newspaper.the paper will have to be folded half n it will become smaller n smaller.u guys shud noe wat i mean rite..hehe.at last,we gt a draw.2 groups win.then we played "continue song lyrics".we have old songs,new songs,jiwang songs n more.i also include taufik's usah lepaskan song.haha.taufik's song is a MUST!!! den we played a game where they have to tell atleast 3 ingredients of a dish my sis cakap ar. dorg tau sey.tak sangka aku.even my abg sedara pon tau.haha.den we played "spell cast".the words was like,bombastic laa.my sis' sis-in-law conquered the game sey.haha.den nothing else to play,aku kasi la dorg lame2 punye teka-teki.so all winners gets chocs.

today,i went out with my hunny bunny.went to watch shrek the third at cathay.taufik takder kat situ lagi.hmmph.hehe.den jln2 nak cari sluar tdo.den bought 2 from this fashion.i wanted to browse thru the clothes but he didnt let me,cuz i'll waste alot of time looking ard and at e end not buying or just waste my money cuz i dun really need it.haha.its a gd thing i think,cuz if he tak jaga me,i'll confirm spend all my money on things i dont need.hehe.den go mkn den went back home cuz he have to masuk camp at 7.so have to leave early.hmmph.actually today's date was suppose to be like our 'last' date b4 im off to perth this tuesday.hope he can be with me at the airport b4 i go ar.hmmph.i week cannot contact him.gonna miss you alot baby.n i mean ALOT!!! k la..off to pack my bag.bye.

PS: i have nira performance (dikir barat performance) for SRJC!!!! Saturday,7 July, 7.30pm-9.30pm at Paya Lebar Kovan Community Club.its a concert la.haha.can meet mar,adilah n all,rite??hehe.hope to see you guys there ar k..bye now.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

kuat kan diri...

Saturday, June 2, 2007

went out Nasyita!!! but i was damn damn late!! abt 2hrs late!! this was bcoz my mum insist me on going to the doc coz i told her mum,the left side of my head,my right chest,my ears was killing me.the pain come and go,and when it does,sometimes i just cannot tahan.kesian nasyita kene tunggu lame,patah balik patah balik keje,tmpt buat passport tu..sorry itah..

but den,the fun starts.we go makan at ljs,telling jokes,laughing out hard till our stomach just cannot take it.haha.

den went to watch movie for free tau..hehe. watch from nasyita's laptop la.i brought my mujhse dosti karoge cd n we watched it together at the national library. we pretend to type la,write on my notes la,coz we're afraid that the management won't let us watch movie in the library.

den met w nasyita's cuzn,go makan,shopping abit den go straight back home.thanks itah for that wonderful day.haha

Sunday , June 3, 2007

went out with hunny bunny!!! go watch pirates of the carribean at the cathay. when we gt there,there's this runway abt nickelodean's kid's choice award. i kept asking myself,is taufik here..coz i noe,for sure,taufik will win as singapore's most wannabe..den bought ticket n gt upstairs n tadaaa!! TAUFIK WAS THERE!!! he was taking pics with his fans. i want to go like take picture,hugging him,saying i love you taufik..haha..but the movie was abt to start and the queue was quite long,so i just took a snap shot of him from far la..this is the outcome


the movie was fun la.den at the end,we waited for the credit thingy ends,coz my fren said there's something extra after that.it was so damn long sey.but we waited still.

then go makan at pizza hut.



i just love chicken wings

at marina square,there was john little sale,so he wanted to buy this cute little dress for his nieces.i oso bought a cute spiderman underwear for my nephew as a bdae present.hehe.den he bought for me this cute little baby rabbit.i kept staring at it and kept thinking abt it wen we were on our way to mrt,so he bought for me la.hehe.thank u syg.love you sooooo much!!! i named it Hippy coz it hops alot.hihi.Hippy makes me Happy.



Cute,riiiiiitteeee???? especially when she hop hop.thanks baby.muah muah!!