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And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Let the pictures do the talking okeh
waiting for bus to go to school after buying cake Happy Birthday Suhailah and Stephenie!! Wish and blow!! Cut cake nice nice okeh.And be fair..huhu Awww so sweet~~haha..why is Justin's hand on Steph's head?? Action shy shy Birthday girl's wish came true!! with nish's and my help..hihi :) I also want to kepo..heeee:) Giving syarif a piece of cake coz Su said his birthday is coming.haha Hidayah and me eating cake Su got sabo-ed with cake Opening presents Steph with present. Green is the new Black Su really love Stitch. We got her a Stitch stuffed toy and Stitch mug It's not my Birthday lor!!! And i also got sabo by Steph!! 2 times already!!
"Hello! hmm..tengah buat ape tu? aah..awak la.. eh eh CD tak rosak la..aah cuma..Taufik nak cakap sikit..boleh tak? Boleh la SAYANG...?? eh sayang pulak..tersasul la..hihi"
This is what Taufik Batisah said at the end of his new single, Teman Istimewa. Sooooo cute!!!! My heart just melts when i heard he said "SAYANG". I thought he only said it at the beginning when this girl calls him,but when i listened up till the end,he was like talking to ME!!! He called me SAYANG!!! woooohoooo~~ Even though he didnt really talks to me,but he is saying it to his fans,who buys this CD,who listens to all his songs up till the end,who supports him along the way of success. His postcards pictures damn cute!!! I cant stop looking at it,going around asking if anybody likes Taufik and showing off my cute idol..he's damn GORGEOUS!!!! I snap a photo of him in my phone and set it as my wallpaper. Cant stop checking my phone..huhu :)
NOFA!!! AKU NAK PERGI BIRTHDAY BASH TAUFIK BATISAH LAGI!!! NAK KISS KISS, HUG HUG DIA!!!!!
Hey Darlingsss..just want to know if anyone wants tickets for Pentas:Rahsia at Temasek Polytechnic. It is an Annual Malay Arts Group Production. There will be performance by my group Nira Nyertika(dikir barat girls),Panjy Sry Temasek(dikir barat guys),Titisan(drama) and Seni Nak Tari(if i'm not mistaken ar,tarian/dance) with the help of the Production Crew, the Nadi crews. It's a story of two brother and sister,trying to uncover a mystery with their cousin.
It is on the 16 of November which is on Friday. 7.30pm-9.30pm at Temasek Polytechnic Auditorium 1. $6 per ticket. Doors will be open at 7pm. Free seating,so should be first come first serve eh. I dont know.
So if anyone wants to come,tell me and InsyaAllah I'll get it. I cannot promise everyone can go ar. Thanks!
Hey hey hey ya'll!! First of all, I would like to ask my fellow girlfriends, when will we be jalan raya together. Have been waiting but nobody holla anything. Now that everyone has different schedule and timetable,harder la,i know. I miss you girls la sey.
Anyway,raya this year was,how do i say it...hmm..there's just some things that i want to cry over. Not major stuffs la. Just that, my first day raya outfit's lace had shrunk after my mum washed it. Now it's like wearing it inside out. The lining is longer than the lace. Looks retarded la. My mum use the same kain,so she got affected too. I want to cry sey. I liked that dress. My mum tried to sew it together but then it jurk out la. I asked my mum cant we like send it to dobby and ask them to try and fix it. hmmph. I'm getting fatter each day and my old outfits no longer fit me,mostly. I feel so semput la wearing tight outfit. Like want to die like that. Then just now,at my sister's unofficial open house,i realised i recorded 'scenes' from her house over footage of our big family outing. Aiyo!! the fun-shot part somemore. Wanna cry can?? Stupid me,never check first.haiz. Regrets regrets. But aside from that,Hari Raya has always make me smile as i get to spend more time with family and cuzzies.
First day. Nice color,right?? haiz :( Raya at the so-called 'kampung' Cuzzies from Malaysia Sebok people want to enterframe. haha The fun-shot!! wooohooo~~ Favourite spot for us to camwhore. pants and samping koyak doing the fun-shot.haha. Makcik-makcik also can do fun-shot okeh. Like Models,right??haha
Something happened just now. Before this post,I wrote a long post about my late father,but my sis used the laptop and erased it.
After typing the post,I prayed. But my tears can't stop rolling down my cheeks. I just missed him soooo much. I only get to be with him for 3years plus,that's plus the time he layed on the bed fighting for his life. He's a very religious man. He liked to walk around telling and reminding people around him about Allah,about Islam. He prayed with his eyes motion when he can no longer move. Mum stayed strong and helped him through the whole thing. I remebered this one time she had to stay in the hospital with my father,and i had to go home with siblings. I cried so hard coz i didn't know any better. All I know is my mummy dont wanna go home with me.
When my he died,I didn't know anything. I just played with my cousins like nothing happened. Only when people started to carry his coffin,then i realised,he's gone. He's not gonna be here with us anymore. Now that I'm old enough,I thought,he didn't get to witness my growth to being a lady,a wife and a mother,InsyaAllah. He didn't get to see some of my good grades,my achievements. I've been jealous of people who still have their dads to hug,to kiss,to salam when he's off to work. I feel so empty. There's this one time,i saw my cousin saying goodbye to her father,I said "best nya dapat buat gitu". I never get to do that. When my brother-in-laws kiss and hug their children when they're off to work,i feel like,if only i can have that. But what can i do. Allah loves him more. Allah knows what he's doing. I just have to accept Qada' dan Qadar,his death. I feel so stupid,so selfish and so regretfull coz i didn't visit his grave this year just to celebrate my birthday.
Maafkan mira,Abah. Mira akan sentiasa doa kan kesejahteraan Abah. Semoga Abah dan semua keluarga kita ditempatkan bersama orang-orang mukminin dan solihin. Semoga kita semua senang menghadapiNya pada soalan kubur, di Padang Mahsyar dan di Jambatan Sirat. Aamiin Ya Rabbal 'Aalamiin.
MIRA RINDU ABAH. MIRA SAYANG ABAH. SEMOGA KITA BERTEMU DI SYURGA KELAK.INSYAALLAH.
These babies are super cute laaaa sey!!! The number 1 laughing babies actually won America's Funniest Home Videos la. Quadruplets la. Wah so many babies to handle at one time siah. Imagine if they are still breast-fed. If they cry at the same time,how to handle siah. Got 2 breast only what. haha.
I just had to make this coz first,I'm missing him alot. Second,I just thought that i shouldn't take everything that I have now for granted. I love this guy sooooo much and i never want to lose him. I can be anything when I'm with him. I can be the crazy girl,the nice girl,the cute manja girl,the ok-whatever-you-say girl. I can be whoever i wanted to be. And i get to be the gross girl too.hihi. He just loves the way I am. He knows how to win my heart. He always says that I'm the prettiest girl and the sexiest girl no matter how fat I am right now and no matter how pretty my friends are compared to me. Maybe sometimes I'm irritated by that coz I think he's not being honest but come to think of it,wouldn't it be heart-aching if he didn't say all those things. Okeh the point is,I LOVE HIM SOOOO DAMN MUCH. Ok,end of story. Off to sleep people. I miss you sayang. Dream of me okeh. Dream of us,together. Nitey nite. MMMMMUUUAACCKKKKXXXXX!!!!!
Thank You for a nice 2yr Anniversary celebration. I know it's simple and we did the normal things that we always do but I still like it and will cherish it coz the important thing is I get to spend time with you,Sayang. Well, I malas want to story long long.Let the pictures do the talking aite.
Mr Oh-im-so-gonna-win-for-sure. I didn't get a strike.This one little pin that refuses to fall.It's all wobbly but never fall.haiz.but i got one strike though He won la okeh. Bluek la youuuu!!! You only win to a girl. Big deal.haha First time Self-timer trial.haha FINALLY!! I got this shot!! huhu so happy liao The building where we break fast. Shaw Tower I can so see my double chin.aiyo. Self-timer again.heh He bought this shirt.So nice la. I want one. But women's shirt all not nice and 3/4 sleeves.hmmph.Quite surprising though he bought the pink one.hehe Sofra Turkish Restaurant Nice candle holder. I LOVE HIM!!! He so cute cann.. Say you love me...Kaho naa pyar hai Opening his present.I bought him an Adidas perfume in a Whisper box rapped in newspaper.haha.Budget babe. His meal.haha Time to go babe. Took by his friend who happened to break fast with his girlfriend there next two table.