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And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
I WANT TO CRY!!!!
'Kerana Fateha' had a very very sad ending. I cried even though the storyline is predictable. I told my mum that Fateha is going to be sent to hospital for some reason, and that's exactly what happened. I told my mum, after Fateha has called everybody's names, she's going to die, and that's EXACTLY what happened. haha. I can be the director already. haha. ok whatever. The point is, i cried. haha.
Just one comment. I think Norfa's acting is so not believeable. So buruk sey she cry, and it looked so fake. And she cannot say any other line than "Mama, Fateha mama. Fateha mama. Maafkan Dia, Fateha. Fateha. Fateha. Fateha" That's all she said. I think the scriptwriter had run out of idea for good script. haha. Evil sey. That's what i do when i watch drama, especially Malay Drama. I comment on their acting, laughed at how fake is the script and acting and the location. It's funny la. When these characters wanted to discuss something serious, surely they go to places like a garden or park. All the nice nice scenery. So not real. Why cannot film it at the voiddeck or what. haha. ok ok. Whatever. Now i have to do a storyline and script for my CDS project, Understanding Theatre. I hope my story wont turn out like all the drama-mama story. But i tend to use to the drama-mama style ar. haiz. HELP ME!!!
I didnt get to do the style i wanted, because the hair stylist said it'll make my face rounder and will menyerlahkan ketembaman aku. haha. So he said just rely on him and let him do the styling. It turned out quite nice. Not bad. Thanks, guy!! I forgot your name already la. hehe.
Thanks Suhailah for the company!!! She waited for me like an hour like that. Sorry la babe. As you can see yourself, the stylist was multi-tasking. so yah. THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH SUHAILAH!!! MUAH MUAH!!
Started the day with reaching school early. Haha. Long time never attend class on-time. Went off to meet Justin and Cherlene for RA1 project submission. Projects all done!! weeehooo~~
After that, had lunch at ITAS. Boyfie said no need to meet him in school so I continue eating. Then, went for Zohor prayer. Met Aisyah and her cousin there waiting in line for wudhuk. While waiting, a familiar figure came in. My heart just beat so fast, I can't even hear myself talking to them. OMG!!! After like almost 6 years getting to know each other without even meeting once, now we're in tha same room, in the musollah. haha. A holy place. haha. Tried to avoid eye contact. I was really really nervous. Dont know why. k la. Then Aisyah, her cousin and I went in the toilet together. haha. The waiting was too long, so we decided to go in together. Took turns to go potty and wudhuk. After solat, I tried to be myself and made an effort to talk to him even for just a minute. "Hey, what time finish school? Why are you wearing so formal? Good luck!" I asked, he answered and that's all it takes. haha.
Had Business Statistics and Comm Skills afterwards. During comm skills lesson, had to make a one minute presentation on either of the four topics. The choices are:
1) The one thing I can't live without. 2) The one thing that annoys me most. 3) My idea of a perfect guy or girl. 4) Someone i hate most.
So i chose topic No.3. hehe. Guess what I said??
You figure it out yourself ok. haha.
Had a bad comment for my body language. I put my hands in my pocket while doing my presentation. haha. I always do that when I'm nervous.
Ok tomorrow going out with Su after school to go cut hair and develop photos from Hari Raya all that. So long already. haha.
Does this hairstlye suits me?? I like it. ALOT. I wanna cut my hair like this. Lets see if it turns out nice like this tomorrow. *prays hard*
I don't know what he does to make you cry But I'll be there to make you smile I don't have a fancy car To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles I don't care if he buys you nice things Does his gifts come from the heart? I don't know But if you were my girl I'd make it so we'd never be apart
[Chorus:] But my love is all I have to give Without you I don't think I could live I wish I could give the world to you But love is all I have to give
When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like he's not Even listening to a word you say? That's okay babe, just tell me your problems I'll try my best to kiss them all away Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most? Does his friends get all your time? Baby please I'm on my knees Praying for the day that you'll be mine
[Chorus] [Bridge:] To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside All the money in the world could never add up to all the love I have inside... I love you And I will give it to you All I can give, all I can give Everything I have is for you But love is all I have to give
[Chorus (3x)] But my love is all I have to give Without you I don't think I can live I wish I could give the world to you But love is all I have to give... to you
If a guy sings this to me..haaaaiii...i'll melt instantly lor..haha
So kecoh kecoh at Somerset MRT who's going for prayer, who's going to buy tickets, Syahirah wanting to go Guardian to by deodorant. haha.
Atlast Nyra, Nadya and i bought 8 the tickets. So sad Nasyitah couldn't join us. Met her for awhile and farewell. Love ya hun...
The movie was kinda scary, but the ending part left us with questions. So who is the sister??? Is it just imaginary or the sister had an affair with the doc or the sister is the Darari or whatshername???
After that, bought food from KFC. Planned to eat at Botanic Garden, but we took the wrong bus and finally eat in the middle of the kaki lima. Everybody was looking at us even those on buses, including Nyra's classmate!!! haha lol.
Everybody kenyang already...made up a videoclip specially for Huda and Nasyitah who couldn't join us. why does it sounds like they no longer...errrr..Na'uzubillah. Wish you girls were there with us. Watch our video at Nadya's multiply ok girls?? hehe.
OK then head back home,bought some food for people at home. And here i am now, updating blog while doing econs project. haha.
Cant wait to meet Girlfriends tomorrow for our annual watch movie sambil pekik event!!! It's my first time because last time I dont dare to watch horror movie. Last year, after i read the review for Alone from the paper, straight away i said "I'm out!!!" haha
Qouted from Aman " Si dini tanak tgk alone, at last diri kat mrt station alone". haha. lol. Whatever! I'm in this year!! wooohooo~~
Yesterday, after lecture, hand in Comm Skills project!!! wooohooo~~ Done!!
Then head to ITAS for lunch with Suhailah before going to Mediacorp to support her cousin in the new game show. The game is simple. There are 3 segments ar. Fill in the blanks in the lyrics, guess what song, and sing a song with melody and lyrics from different songs. The hosts are Khairudin Shamsudin and Mastura Ahmad. They are so bubbly and cheery..and friendly la. I got to speak to Mas for awhile in the toilet. haha.
So if you watch K-Nite on the 25 jan or feb, look out for me in the audience side okeh?? hehe
Oh i almost forgot.. before they start recording, they need the audience to take up for the lucky draw. So i raised up my hand la. Skali they asked us to sing!! haha. What a shocker! My hands were shaking eh. Ask Suhailah la. haha. After singing 2 lines from the song my heart, the rest must vote la. You know the normal cheer the loudest for the best thing. And the girl after me got it. haha. tough luck. The top prize was a laptop. Nehmind..i got my lovely Acer here...hehe..love you lappie!!!
Went off like around 8.30pm. Met boyfie for awhile and went home like 11pm.
Reach home, get to see my mum's face all worried because i didnt tell her about this show thing and i didnt call her. My handphone battery flat liao. Actually can borrow Su's la..hehe.
I'm watching deal or no deal right now......and the hunks are super gorgeous and hot!!!!!
I got my eyes on the two hunks holding case no2 (Nick) and 3 (didnt get to catch his name..so sad). The nyonya is soooo lucky la.
9.28pm...
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her shouldn't have taken the deal!!!!! But, she's lucky ar. She open all small amount. The deal was good la. She gets to bring back $88,000 okeh!!! Fuhhh!!! Pressure la play this game. Just by watching it, my heart beats dub dab dub dab. haha. lol.
Skipped biz stats and comm skill to go welcome/fetch him from the airport. First time I go airport and actually wait for the arrival, alone. haha.
His flight landed at about 12.21pm. When i saw him, felt like hugging him. chey~~ like hindustan like that..haha. But i manage to control myself. hehe. Then went to eat at the canteen with some of his friends. After that, took a bus ride home sharing his stories about the trip. Now i know what guys really, i mean REALLY do when they get together. Eeeeee~~ I didnt even want to think about it. Too much information in one bus ride. But i'm glad he didnt follow whatever things his friends did. Alhamdulillah. I trust him. Hopefully he stays that way and be faithful to me. I love him so so much. I never want to lose him.
So we lepak abit at the "gym" near my block to finish his story. Then he gave me a t-shirt, a long sleeve top and a shawl. ALL IN PINK!!!! haha. I think everybody i know, who just got back from overseas, will buy me a pink coloured souvenior ar. haha. My friend also just bought me a pink shawl. haha.
Lastly, i just want to say
I LOVE MY BABYBOY SYAABAN!!!! MMMMUUUAAACCCKKK!!!!! I LOVE YOU HUNNY BUN!!!!
This is TP Blazers performingg during TPRawks. I think the guy infront is Justin. Right Justin??? I so recognize your hair. haha. And i think i saw Hui Ting.
All the best Blazers for the Nationals!!!!! woooohooo~~
You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless
"I'm a slave for you. (Take that) I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave (It just feels right) for you. (It just feels good) I wonÃt deny it; I'm not trying to hide it. (Baby)"
Went out with bestie just now to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks again!! Both of us have watched it before, but different times la, but since theres no other movie that interests us so we decided to watch again at VivoCity.
After movie, bought late lunch at Long John Silver and sat at the rooftop "stadium". Then camwhore at the waterpool there. Nasyitah asked me to do all kinds of post la. I think people look at me like what la. haha.
Then went to Masjid Sultan for Zohor prayer then headed to Bugis Junction to take neoprints. We thought the designs are going to be like magazine covers, but they cheat our feelings ar. We didn't get to take 3 more pictures i think because... i dont know why la. Then we decorate like abit only and it turned out quite plain. But ok la, atleast it's abit glittery so it looks abit nicer la. Then went Bugis Street to find Nasyitah a long sleeve plain shirt to match with her new vest. Then, bye bye.
YAY!!! Just got off the phone with him. He said he is now sitting at the beach alone waiting for his friends to finish their massages. I'm so glad he didnt follow his friends, if what he told me is true la. But i'm sure it is. Right, sayang?? Tears just roll down my cheeks with the thought of him, sitting there, waiting all alone. I wish i can be there with him right this moment. I'm missing him already.
I MISS YOU SAYANG... and I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!! May we be together, forever..
I'm gonna miss him so much. He tried to call me just now, but couldn't connect. I hope he's doing okay over there because honestly, I don't really trust his friends. Hope he doesn't forget his responsibilities as a Muslim. And i really hope they do not go to places like karaoke or clubs because i dont want them or the prostitutes there to 'rosakkan' my baby. I love him just the way he is. His knowledge about Islam that makes me love him more...
I'm not feeling very well. Performance is tomorrow. How am i suppose to sing out loud. haiz. Didn't go for training just now. Sick and too tired. Before went home, met boyfie because on the day of my performance, he's going off to Phuket for 5 days. *sob sob* Went to eat at McDonald's then went to TM. Wanted to take pictures of G2000's store for PORM project but they didn't allow it. So, no luck. Now trying to find pictures from websites, but to no avail.
Today, my mum cooked siput sedut masak lemak cili padi. Yum yum...2 days in a row, my mum cook kerang followed by siput sedut. Best!!!
Now, doing my econs project. It's hard for me to find the reasons for the increasing GDP of Indonesia. haiz. Tomorrow meeting up with Nish, Cherlene and Justin in school for project. Then for training. Wish me luck ar people with my projects. I already failed Accounts and Business Statistics test, so i need projects marks to pull up my grade. I dont want to get grades like last term. It sucks la!! I suck la!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
Don't want to sleep at 4am again!! PLEASE!! Internet...work with me here!!! Why cant this computer read my mind and just display EVERYTHING i need and only what i need. How i wish...anybody up for the challenge to invent a computer like that?? haha..eh nothing is impossible. But then after that dont go think of dirty scenes ar. If you get what i mean ar.haha lol. *looks at that person in my class*
Just now had Dikir training. Had to do preview on stage. Reached there at 6.10pm. Was damn hungry. Only had a couple of Ferrero Roche. We saw people from Samba all eating rice which smells so nice. Luckily, the people in charge provide food for us too. So quickly go take 20 packs for Nira. End up only like 11 people there ate.
Time for us to perform, only left 5 awoks, Juara, and 3 percussionists. Pathetic. I know. Dont want to go further. Tired already. So sick of it. Aaaarrgghhhh!!!!
Went home, tumpang Liyana's dad's car. So reach home earlier ar. Thanks Liyana,pakcik and makcik. They so nice to send me home a couple of times only. I only ask if it is already too late, like 10pm like that. Liyana said they once asked where am i..like want to send me because they say the route to my house is like, on the way to their house la.haha. get it??? Thanks again!!!
The codes to my blogskin doesn't have any problem. Only that i took codes from the movable type, not the blogger main one. hehe.
TRYING to do my homework, but comm skill is sooo damn boring that i chose to be distracted by all these complications.heh.
PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS!!!!! Cant they just grade us by sucking all the knowledge we have out and evaluate them?? Wouldn't that be much easier??? Life...what can i say.
TP is going to have its annual open house on the 10th till 12th January. Nira Nyertika will be performing on the 10th. Wanna watch?? Free only. Just stand there and watch. hehe. But i dont know what time la.
Ok now, suddenly January has alot of birthdays. Haq, Abg Suhaimy, Zikry, Liyana, Azza, Kak lin. Wah! Kak lin's family conquer January la. Mohammad Haziq Zikri's birthday is coming on the 13th (he was born on Friday the 13..heh).
The little boy right there. Handsome right???hehe.. his uncle said he has the potential of a heartbreaker. Too handsome la.hehe.
Anyways,he's going to be 2 years young this year. So,
MY FIRST 2008 POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Pathetic..i know..
In school right now,with Hidayah,Suhailah and Jasmine. Suhailah wanted to find a blogskin so i took the chance to update my blog,since my laptop is still with my brother. I MISS MY LAPPY!!!!!
Last week of 2007 was...great?? i think.. you know why??
I'll tell you why.. Thursday night, My first sister treated me to dinner at Sakura International at Downtown East. It was a very huge humongous dinner,and i never took my Lustre Slim pills. heh. Got 'scolded' by my sis.haiz.
Friday, S4P '06 class reunion!!! Miss them loads la. There were radio, so they used my music phone for 'entertainment'. Poor battery. heh. I brought along all 3 Taufik Batisah's Cd but unfortunately, no radio. cheh.
Saturday, went shopping with third sis and mummy for Aqil's birthday present and more la. I bought 3 new pants!!! YAY!! Thanks MAK!!!! SAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG MAAAAAAKKK!!!!! At night, we went to Delifrance for dinner!!! Another treat!! YAY!!!
Sunday, went to Aqil's birthday party. They called up a 'clown' for the entertainment. I got to touch a real rabbit!!! YAY!!
Monday, New Year's Eve, went to this seafood restaurant at Kembangan where my brother-in-law's brother works. Another treat!! YAY!!!
Ok..not going to talk about Tuesday, coz SOMEBODY cant stop 'yelling' at me for ditching her.heh. Sorry la girls ok. Next time we go together ok?? SAAAAYYYAAANNNGGG KORANG!!!
